Thursday, November 6, 2008
Why??? y do u all treat mi like tis..
Today aunt gone mad again...
she throw all my thing onto the floor... n start scolding mi again...
well... i didn't cry... but later... i hav enough of it..
when she going to throw my thing again... i shout " stop!!!"
After tat she slap mi... it pain... nobody slap mi b4...
after tat... it nv end... when i keeping my thing... she say my book upside down...
Than scold mi again... becoz of the book...than.. she hit my head hardly...
After tat i told myself not to cry... but tears it veri hard to bear with it...
after tat i start to cry quietly.. she does not know tat i'm crying...
when i go bath... i cry again... i start to miss my dad...
becoz my dad is the best person tat i ever met.....
when i push him away he nv mad ad me... when i do bad thing
to him he nv scold mi...
my dad treat mi like a princess
but than.. they all treat mi like a maid!
during holiday they nv let mi go out... like in jail...
i start to miss my dad .. n i really mean it...
But than... he gone..
not by my side anymore...
there no one help mi to wipe my tears anymore...
everyday... i'm not happy ad all...even yesterday i sneak out n went to watch
movie with angela... even i am laughing but i noe tat i'm still not feeling happy...
i really hate my mother n father tat y did they give birth mi...
i dun like my life ad all...
maybe i'm a crybaby...
but i cry i have my reason...
after i bath when i com out...
Aunt scold mi but tis time it really hurt...
she say " U go die!! ( in chinese)"
after i heard tis sentence it really hurt my heart..
even it is not the first time i cry becoz of tis becoz she scold tis 4 a few time liao
but than... it make mi more feel like to end my life...
But i try not to...
well.. tis few days i won't think i will update my blog becoz.. when i'm blogging..
i actually is crying while i'm blogging... it make mi feel more sad...
well... i'll stop here....